whenever I need someone the ones who make me feel better either hate me or aren’t around anymore

I hope everyone that follows me knows I’m a dumb sad loser who would talk to anyone. So send me asks whenever.

my girlfriend left me because her ex of 2 years is guilting her and now she’s too stressed and confused to stay with me and she still calls me babe but barely replies and gets too high what do I do I want her agsin.